Saturday, December 27, 2008
This year Xmas is my Life worst Xmas .. Don't ask me why .. now i realise alot of things .. next year aren't gonna be this way .. clear everything .. start of everything over again .. Wishes Upon=):
Sunday, November 2, 2008
At this point of time .. i don't know if I should be happy for "Her", or am I sad because this have to happen to the lady i love most in my life. When i heard of that news, i was kinda shock. If only i got the ability, the money, I don't mind taking care of her for my whole life. It hurts to see "Her" like this.. Please stay strong and cheerful like how you used to be. And lastly i love you .. but it seems impossible .. Or maybe a miracle will happen ?? Who knows .., I will end here .. Cause i don't know what else to write ..
Roy™
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Monday, October 20, 2008
Well Well .. what am i doing at this hour ?? been asking myself this question many times .. shouldn't i be working my arse off ..? now i can't think of other things other then getting myself a fine job .. hah. But i guess it wont be easy .. Now all they look at is that piece of shit paper .. got condamn as if i was a ex-convict. oh man .. what are those shit yellow ribbon project for ? ok .. now now .. even a ex-convict can get a freaking job .. then why cant I ? am gonna sleep now and wake up to find job .. wish me luck .. lol.Roy™
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Saturday, September 6, 2008
History is repeating itself.Before last X'mas i found her, and was with her, but after not long,she broke up with me two days after we gave each other a earlier X'mas present.And few days back .. we were back together. Again it's before X'mas,And AGAIN it's freaking before Freaking X'mas again that she left me,OMFG, i hate god damn Christmas, seriously i hate it. Fucking Santa Didn'tgive me any present and it's ok with me .. But you FUCKING HELL took what's important to me .. Not once but twice .. I Swear, i swear thatin my whole freaking fuck up life .. i have never swore like this. I fucking hatemy fucking life. And right now i'm in front of my comp listening to songs thatmake me fucking tear! Why cant i just fucking control myself. Fucking santa took things back even long before Xmas .. fuck you man fuck you.. Ok Enough of all those swearings .. Now for some good things.I'm going to enjoy my life till this coming tues .. cause i'm gonna start workand earn alot of $$$$$$$ and i'm near my class 3 . i'm gonna be positive, i'mgonna work hard, get my freaking class 3, and do all i want to do in my wholefreaking life before i die. I'm getting Crazy, Once is enough .. But it fucking happen twice.Ok .. I'm going bathe and i'm going out to enjoy myself.
She:Are you ok?
Me:If i tell you i'm ok then i'll be lying to you. Obviously i'm not ok. Since you choose to go,then leave me alone for sometimes.
She:I'm Sorry.
Me:I've seen this sorry many times. Don"t tell me sorry anymore, when you called me. i was so happy, even when you somehow show me attitude, i put up with it, Itried to be nice and morning call you, but in the end all i get was a scolding from you. Never did i fail to sms you, Yet you left me. I;ve done all i could. I'm really tired.
But somehow i still love you, for so long, you have never been replaced.
Roy™
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Sunday, August 24, 2008
Ok .. been a long long time since i last blogged .. i didn't blog for so long cuz i got nothing "Alive" to blog about .. My life is like so dead .. nothing worth me to blog about .. still looking for a job .. cant seems to get one .. oh man .. went for interviews .. but non called back .. rest for today .. and it's job hunting tml again .. good luck to me .. and i guess i really need them .. hah .. that's all for today ..Roy[Dead]
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Thursday, August 7, 2008
I'm home .. doing nothing .. waiting for phone calls .. emo-ing ... omg . and what's worst is .. the dog at my house see me coming out of my room .. follow me wherever i go .. just for it's tibits .. Zzz .. got nothing much to blog .. shag .. Roy™
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Sunday, August 3, 2008
what am i doing here ?? Wasn't i suppose to get a job and live on with my life ? what am i doing now ? and why the hack am i typing in front of my comp now when i suppose to have a job and be asleep at this hour to prepare myself for work ? Ok ok .. fine i will get a job .. soon .. just need a job that suits me till the day i pass away .. lol .. talking about life .. i just want my life to be simple ...
1st:a good girlfriend.
2nd:A good job.
3rd:4 room flat will do.
4th:get married.
5th:have 2 kids.
If possible have a car ... simple lifestyle that i want to lead ..
I've already forgive you .. but that doesn't mean that i've forgotten you ..
If telling people that i doesn't miss you and i don't care at all then i'm lying
to myself .. Feeling very moody right now .. but there is no one there for me .
Roy™
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